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“You know my name, not my story.”

Don't exist in your world.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011 || 6:15 PM

You meant the whole world to me, but I guess I don't even exist in yours. </3

Hello earthlings.

Time check, 4.18pm.

Alort of things happened. And i'm lagging behind with 940 peeps. Guess i really neglect them alort. >: Sorry guys. ): Plans with the 940 peeps. (: We had a crazy talk. Laughs. Planned to go overseas all tht. Like a mad! But i really hope cann. <: Laughs. Thn it'll be the first time i go oversea with them. <: Teehee. <: Talked to eamonn today, about you. About us. And i cried.

Played viwawa with meimei the whole day. Laughs. Lifeless? Yeaa, i know. :/

Early in the morning, i cried. Because of you, again. Well, i actually do glad tht you cared. And i have no idea why you cared. Hot and cold. You're making me crazy! Well, would you care to tell me why you bother? You have to tell me what you're thinking, cause you're making crazy. You won't let me enter your mind, you won't let me enter your heart either. You won't say what you're thinking. Well, i'm not living your stomach or your brain! I have no idea what you're thinking. And well, what you're thinking is VERY important to me!

I've been looking back all my post. Starting from Dec'10. I read and i cried. I remember how we used to so sweet. How we used to argue who loves who the most. How you used to rush me to blog. How we used to challenge who blogs the fastest. How we used to webcam everyday and even thought we never talk much while webcaming, we still don't mind. As long as we can see each other's face and know tht the other party is there, its ohkayy. Boy, do you still remember?

Bet you don't. Even though you do remember, it might just be a past. You won't look back and wishing tht everything would be back like last time. You'll only look infront, and you never notice i'm crying beside you. You never notice how much i wanted to be the one you hold hands with. You'd never know. Boy, i really miss you. I guess people do change over time. We both changed. I was no longer the sinyi you first knew. You're no longer the fatfat i knew. You feel so different. You're no longer the same. I was chasing you all this time, and all you've ever done, was to chase after someone else. Sometime, you will stop and turn around. To slap me in the face. And thn you turn back and chase after someone else. Leaving me crying alone, wishing tht you'd never done tht. After some time, i will always get up and chase after you again. Wishing tht you would stop, and hug me, tell me you're sorry for making me cry. Tell me tht you're sorry to make me suffer for all this time.

I'm always dreaming of the impossibles. Can we pretend tht airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? I can really use a wish right now, </3. Its been days, since i last saw you. I miss you face, your voice. Your everything. </3 But i guess you don't even miss me. We're always too stubborn to admit tht we're wrong. I never regret loving you and making you my priority. I never regret giving you everything. I regret not cherishing you. I know i may not worth you fighting for, but i do know, you're worth me fighting for.

You left a big impact in my life. I'm afraid of boys now. Only you. Why is this happening to me? Looking into your eyes, knowing tht you'll never be mine anymore. I cried again. This time, i'm not letting you know.

Bigbig thankyou to 940 peeps. (: Cause you guys are always there whenever i need somebody. To cheer me up and everything. And even though i neglected you guys, you're always there. (: Thankyou, thankyou. (: And oi guys, brotherhood/sisterhood forever. <:

And tht bigfateamonn toos. <: Laughs. He's always cheering me up. Even though i've ps him so many times. He still didn't take it to heart. Always there to talk to me, crap with me. Making me laugh like some idiot. <: Laughs. I've know this idiot for, 9 years. Laughs, its been 9 years. And 9 years ago, he's always bullying me! And he still does it now. >: Laughs, we used to be in the same class. And i used to sit beside him. He just keep bullying me and sabo me! >: Like an ass right?! I know. :b Laughs, our friendship will go on, forever. (:

Not forgetting my baby, IsabellaTan, aka BellBellTan. <: Teehee. My this little girl, we've quarreled, we've been through alot alot. We're still as close as ever. We never fail to quarrel and make up to each other later on. (: Teehee. Our favourite activity? Sing k! We always sing until we cant talk the next day. Laughing at each other, teasing each other. (: She's my sister, and if anybody bullys her, will get it from me. <: I've know this silly girl for 11 years, long huh? (: But we've lost contact in the middle, and i only get her back for a short while. We bitch together, laugh together. She's always there when i need someone, and i promise i'll be there for her too. (: Time passes, we'll remain as sisters forever. (:

Alrights! Gonna go do something else. (: Fatfat, ni hao marhh? DanFatFat hao xiang ni. ):

Goodbye.
Withloves,
Sinyi. (: