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Heartbroken.
Thursday, July 21, 2011 || 10:42 PM

Hello earthlings.

Time check, 9:22pm.

I'M HEARTBROKEN. Tht last kiss, means anything? I'm STRESSED. I'll always remember how you always cover my head when we're walking under the rain, although it doesn't help much.. How i'll always grab your hand and hold tight and you would the same when we walk on slippery floor, and you will say ' You fall i fall. ' Am i silly? When i asked you if you love me yesterday, you said 'Ya.' When normally you would say ' i loveyou..' Guess i was just silly huh? Sighs..


Just now at bus stop, i keep looking at your house tht direction, and think about alot of things. And was thinking if you come all the way from your house to the busstop just to see if i'm still there and talk things out with me.. Well, and thn suddenly someone shoot my ear. ._. I turn around, its you.. I was very shock! I ask you why are you here, and you told me tht you're going to find beekorkor.. Suddenly, disappointment took over me.. I don't dare to look into your eyes.. I knew you read the letter oreadi..

When my bus came, my leg was rooted to the ground.. I couldn't feel it anymore, it was obeying me.. It wanted to stay.. But i knew tht if i skip my bus, you wouldn't do the same for me.. So i walked away.. Before i board the bus, you asked me ' So you won't be meeting me from now on?' Idk what to ans.. I'm afraid tht you would be rushing, if not i'll definitely stay and talk things out with you.. I just wana hug you and never let you go.. But i'll be selfish tht way.. You have your own happiness to find.. I won't blame you anymore.. Because, i'm just not meant to be your happiness..


Guess tht i made you angry more thn i make you smile and laugh. Do you know how silly i was? My tears drop when i'm on the bus. I keep holding the tears back, from your house, to the busstop, to the bus, until my house downstairs.. I couldn't hold it back anymore.. It dropped down again.. I know tht after i wrote tht letter, after you read it.. I won't ever have the chance to hug you or see you anymore.. Because when you ask me tht question at busstop, you seem like nothing has changed.. 


You just called me and ask me the same question again.. I can hear tht you're kindda frustrated.. But why? It's not tht i don't wana meet you anymore.. You should know tht! Like i've said in the letter.. You should understand why.. You never clear my doubts.. You just let things stay as it is..


We quarreled yesterday.. I cried until my eyes swollen.. It's the first time tht you treat me tht way.. You push me away everytime i try to grab you.. I'm sorry, i forget tht i wasn't in any position to control you and everything.. I nearly let my selfish get me.. When i say tht sentence, i was prepared tht you would go crazy and everything oreadi.. You told me to text you, and now you're not replying.. What am i expecting? Action speaks louder thn words..


I'll be waiting for you to reply..

你好傻..

Goodnights,
Withloves,
Sinyi.

她让你憔悴许多, 她让你不知所措. 她一举一动, 你不停的对我说. 我微笑倾听你说, 我却越听越心痛. 怎么你说的不是我? 她比我多了什么让你愿意耐心等候? 我想知道她让你痴心是什么, 我想知道她让你疯狂为什么. 我知道做的和她没有不同, 但是我却不在你心中逗留. 我想知道她哪里比我好很多, 在你心中她和我有什么不同? 我知道我比她付出的还多, 可是我总换不了你的心动. 你让我憔悴很多, 你让我不知所措. 你一举一动, 我的心被牵着走. 她不经意地走过, 你就把我给冷落, 嫉妒把我给吞没. 我想知道她让你痴心是什么, 我想知道她让你疯狂为什么. 我知道做的和她没有不同, 但是我却不在你心中逗留. 我想知道她哪里比我好很多, 在你心中她和我有什么不同? 我知道我比她付出的还多, 可是我总换不了你的心动. 我知道了她比哪里比我很跟多, 在你心中我永远不可能让你心动. 我知道我比她付出的还多, 可是我在你心中没有她多.