“You know my name, not my story.”

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Remember this photo? It was done after our first year. You're in tekong for 14 days on our first anniversary, and i had to spend it alone. But i was so glad I'm able to meet you right after you came back and you hugged me tightly and say, 'baby! I miss you so much while I'm in tekong! Do you miss me? Have you been a good girl? And, Happy 1st Anniversary baobao!' I hugged you back tightly, tears flow down.. And you wipe them away.. Calling me a silly girl. But it was because I missed you too much. Everyday was a torture to me.. I couldn't contact you, could only countdown and wait for the day you come back.. And tht day came, I'm more excited thn anyone else! Even more ganjiong thn yoyo the ganjiong dog. I went to your house very early, and help you pack your room nicely, neatly and wait for you to come back.. And when you're back, I have the urge to run over to you and just hug you and never let you go! But, I waited till you talked to your parents finish and when you came in the room. Finally, the hug I've been waiting for 14days..

Boy, I miss you..

There's no turning back.. Im backing out.. How can I possibly stay? Hais. I admit I still can't get over you. But boy, I'm really tired of your lies. I hate this. What's this? Sharing? No, I ain't sharing. And I know if anything happens, I know you'll side her and not me.. I can already guessed the endings. So I rather leave myself thn stay there and watch you love someone else..

Boy, Chan KhidThung Khun..

You still calls her baby, baobei, bi and stuffs liddat.. it's so different from me.. Withdrawal is a better choice for me. I wanted to stay and carry on fighting. But everyday, knowing tht you lied through your teeths, kills me.. Why can't you treat me the way you treat her?

Boy, Jet'aime

Where's the boy tht I once knew? Where's the boy tht hugs me when I cry? Where's the boy tht protects me? Where's the boy tht wants and needs me? Where's the boy tht once love me? )': Where's the boy tht clings to me only? Where's the boy tht will never hurt me? )': Where's the boy tht cries along with me when we talks about our problems?

Boy, wo Xiang Ni.. )':

Owyeong baobao, owyeong laogong&laopo, chen baobao, baobao, bibi, beibei, baobei, baby.. This are all the nicknames we once had.. Remember the times? When you suddenly call me owyeong baobao? I ask why you call me owyeong baobao and you told me this, 'someday, sooner or later, you're gonna follow my surname already owyeong baobao'.. I'm crying while writing all this.. Remember the times when you hold on to me and protects me when everyone else is against me? )':

Boy, Te Quiero.

I wish I had someway, to make you love me like how I love you.. I miss being like a lil girl in your arms boy.. I miss being love by you.. The times when you gave in to me, treat me like a princess, pamper me, love me, let me hit, let me scold, let me do whatever I want.. Phuket trip.. You were my prince back thn, and I was your princess.