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Tuesday, August 14, 2012 || 2:39 AM
This is the first photo we took together, remember? I still remember xh say we have the couple look. Hahaha. Well, hey boy. The days spend with you, I swear I'm happy. Even though I know you're not mine to keep. I can only treasure what's left.
I took the box and leave your house today.. I took all my belongings, and left.. Cause I know, no matter what, I'll never be the same in your heart.. It's been a long time since you last pat me to sleep. What pains me the most is, I know you're not mine to hold on to anymore. And when I heard you call me, 'bi!', my heart clenched. I'm both happy and sad.. Happy tht I finally heard tht from you, sad is, I know it's gonna be the last time I hear it.. When I heard you call me 'baobao' this morning.. I swear I have never been so happy before.
Life is indeed a joke. My life is a joke. I've never regret knowing you. Cause if I didn't know you, idk where I'll end up. If I never fall for you, I would've never know, love is worth risking anything. If you didn't woo me, I wouldn't have know, love can be sweet and bitter. But, the only thing tht matter is, being together. I didn't think tht I'll be here, with a hole in my heart. Cause I never have needed anyone so badly.. I was never a girl tht need a guy. Until I met you, my world changes.
Both good and bad changes.. Bad is, I've been ditching friends for your sake. And in my world, there's only you. And good point is, I felt love, I felt it. I know what it feels to love someone. I know what it feels to be love. I've been through so much with you tht I didn't with the other guys. I've never give in to anyone, I'm a totally diff girl.
Fat chubby cheeks. I love your dimples. I love your smiles. I love your eyes, so mesmerizing. I love your kisses. I love you hugs, so warm and safe. I love your touch, burning on my skin. I love your care. I love your concern. I love your naggy-ness. I love the way you make me do something for my good. I love the way you eat, like a 3yo kid. I love the way you smell. I love your protective-ness. I love how you're protective over me. I love how you cover my head when we walk under the rain. I love how you always treat me like a lil girl. I love your fishball. I love how you always wanted to pinch my fishball. I love your body. I love your craziness. I love how you have in to me. I love how you never wana lose me. I love how you're afraid tht I will get taken away. I love how you get all manly and firm with me. I love your 'iloveyou'. I love your 'imissyou'. I love your greetings. I love your nicknames. I love the nicknames you gave me. I love it when you hold me. I love it when you carry me in your arms, I feel so safe and wanted. I love it when you love me. I love how we always take silly pictures. I love how you'll bring me along to your outings. I love how you'll pat me to sleep. I love how you'll make me sleep on your shoulders cause i like it. I love how you let me lean on your back and sleep. I love how you'll hold me when you sleep. I love your hugs-from-the-back. I love our goodnight kisses. I love your shut-me-up-kisses. I love the way you hold me when I cry. I love how you won't let anyone touch me. I love how you'll always make me eat my medicine. I love how you'll say you go take something thn end up with medicine and warm water, and when I ask, you say tht me eating medicine is important. I love how paranoid you get when things get back. I love our quarrels.. I love your everything boy.. Everything.. And lastly, I love you..
